so i had this dream, right and in the dream well first off us blk people don’t usually live long enough to have
dreams but i had this dream, and i know it’s a dream because i’m with my cousin, definitely a dream since
he’s in jail. he killed these two guys but in the dream they’re there with me and him and we’re just running
around like kids playing so late that the streetlights haven’t woken up. and in the dream i have no idea where
we are but it’s like we’re in wakanda but like if wakanda was in heaven
and in heaven’s wakanda, everyone says “wow i can’t believe it’s not meat.”
in heaven’s wakanda, blade pays his taxes
in heaven’s wakanda, ojay doesn’t put the glove on
in heaven’s wakanda chadwhick boseman just crossed over kobe bryant on some basketball court
in heaven’s wakanda little rudy huxtable can still love her father
in this heaven my father can still play basketball, the way he did before they put pins in his knees in this
heaven my dad can hold a ball up to a night sky as if it was his only sun.
there aren’t any mondays in this heaven just happy hours and full faces
here scorpios have their own heaven (everyone else calls it hell)
in heaven’s wakanada, everyone speaks their own language
here, snakes have wings, we call them dragons
the nets are still in jersey the mc rib isn’t a thing
game of thrones only has seven seasons
in heaven’s wakanda, there is no “cash me ousside” girl
there’s obama care
in heaven’s wakanada, we call heaven “right now”
everyone dances (on beat) popcorn comes with a seat
heaven’s wakanda has parking spots
people swim in the hudson without contracting diseases without names
here we don’t call them happy endings we just call it real life
there aren’t any dreams in this heaven, or at least not american ones
you are the dream
in here, heaven has nothing to do with religion
in heaven’s
in heaven’s wakanda everyone tells their children “i was the coolest kid in high school,”
in heaven’s wakanda that isn’t a lie
in heaven’s wakanda if a girl falls in the middle of a forest and no one’s around to tell her she made a sound
that girl still has a voice. that girl is gold whether or not anyone is watching. her skin isn’t rust, her time
doesn’t run out. it runs on and on and her name is whatever she says it is, her name is a song she’ll decide if
you can sing it. in heaven’s wakanda she doesn’t die in a church, her name isn’t addie mae collins, or yuri
kochiyama, or cynthia hurd. in heaven’s wakanda she is heard loud enough to make lightning forget its own
thunder. no one’s rain leaves her eyes, in heaven’s wakanda her face is a sky, she decides who flies or if she
wants hit a ball with a tennis racket
in heaven’s wakanda shower water is brisk iced tea
we call soccer, futbol
we call football, masochism
in heaven’s wakanda you keep you’re fists in its sheathe. that good fight you’ve been fighting ain’t so good no
more. that fist you’ve been holding onto is something you can let go of, that breath you’ve been holding onto
is something you can let go of, that breath is a gift, is a peace treaty because the war is over, that breath isn’t
under some cops neck, that inhale doesn’t confuse itself for gunsmoke, no exhale has to benchpress bullets
off of a chest, in heaven’s wakanda mike brown be out here shining so hard you’d think his breath was made
out of light.
here we apologize, when we make mistakes,
every bronze medal thinks it’s made out of gold
we visit our parents because we all still have parents,
all still are children in some backyard
or on some porch eating a fruit snack that tastes like giggles and sprite.
no one says “its time to grow up”
in heaven’s wakanda we all decide that we’re made out of witchcraft and diamonds. no one tells their own
shine “i’d rather be blood and bones.”
no one trades in their freedom for gravity,
no one chooses fangs over wings, no one picks bills over change,
in heaven’s wakanda me, my cousin, and the two guys he shot are all on a blacktop playing basketball with
our fathers. in heaven’s wakanda no one goes hungry, in heaven’s wakanda no one says “yes we can” we say
“i’d do it again,” in heaven’s wakanda jesus and zeus play golf on tuesdays, in heaven’s wakanda my sisters
and i grew up in the same house, in heaven’s wakanda we all grew up in the same house, all got cheese in
our grits, all got beats in our hearts, in heaven’s wakanda my uncle tells his heart to stop beating itself up so
bad, in heaven’s wakanda my mother has a day off, every-single-day, a moment, a day, right now doesn’t
have to end in